Tuesday, November 1, 2011

There is change in the air... dodge the quarters...

You know what is so funny... How I will realize that I am screwing up at something... then be in inner turmoil about it until I feel like I have served my time or until it finally hits me that it's not that big of a deal, then I try to fix others around me in the same area because i feel so stupid about falling for such a stupid screw up and i'd feel a whole lot better if other people were going through the same thing... then i get annoyed bc people aren't changing... then i stop... assess myself and my motives... realized this paragraph of truth... take a quick second to laugh at how silly of a human i am... then submerge my mind into truth. God Loves Me. Period. When you put in the rest of the distractions of life, yes, i can see why this cycle keeps going, but i really love how God isn't going "why aren't you getting this!" HE is so good, that he merely giggles with me and sends wave after wave of love to my heart and my soul.

Last night As i was laying in my bed, i was imagining a beach completely empty of people and trash, just sand and water. That water just keeps coming and coming. The ocean is constantly changing the sand. That sand could never be the same even if it desperately wanted to. It is constantly changing the landscape, but so gently you hardly notice a difference with each wave. Each wave is actually carrying out sand that may have been on that beach for years, and bringing in sand that has spent time in the ocean. Sand that if it were alive could give testimony to 100s of aspects of the ocean.

I see this as applicable in many different ways, and I'm going to leave it to the Lord to reveal Himself to each person.

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